Now What?

How about an update! Weeeeeeeeee. ok enough with that.  As most of you know I graduated from nursing school last week.  Well now begins the stress of finding a job and taking the NCLEX.  I thought that the NCLEX would be a breeze but now I am not so sure.  I have done poorly on all of the practice tests so far and just dont have the motivation to study. Ugh! Also as most of you know I suffer from Bi-Polar disorder, well Im not suffering as much as annoyed.  Anywho, now that my illness is becoming more and more under control i have a new affliction.  Before I was diagnosed and medicated I was not aware of my behaviors and moods and how they affected the people around me.  Now that things are settling down and I know what to look for I live in constant fear of the downward swing.  I now also know when they are coming. It is terrible, and miserable.  I wish I could just find that happy medium and never have to experience this. I want to be normal.  

As of today!

Life is looking up! 

That is all!!

Now back to Kaplan